I takkan lupakan you

" I rasa I dah jumpa someone yang lebih baik dari you..tp I takkan lupakan you..I'm sorry"

"Owh, don't be..Alhamdulillah and thank you..sekurang-kurangnya

I tau yang I ni baik cuma ada yang lebih baik untuk you.."

~~A personal experience of a good friend..and he's a guy~~

...and my friend moved on...almost 7 years he closed his heart to anyone until recently a girl came knocking out his heart..and he finally finds his strengths to unlock the door of his heart..I'm so happy for him and pray for his happiness because he is such a nice man, a good friend, a good listener too..  

As for me, I think he, who must not be named.., moved on already..I should have moved on too..long time ago..So that's why I'm keeping my options open..It's time to slowly open my heart to someone better..to open my heart that once closed by hate and mean..and give others a chance and myself an opportunity...and let's just see where the relationship goes from here..

My heart is like a piece of glass..Very thin, very fragile.If you pour with hot water, it breaks..leave it inside a fridge, it's cool for a while but becomes cold and frozen in time...once drop, it breaks as well...

Sunshine After The Rain ;)

First it was a sunny day...but down came the pouring rain,

But I let the rain wash away all my pain from yesterday,

I let it rain till the very last drop and when the rain stops...

Here comes the seven color rainbows,

Which hides away the nightmare shadows,

Which moves away the dark gray clouds,

And clears away the painful sorrows...

You're my sunshine after the rain,

When you put a smile back onto my face again,

You steal my attention even if you were in a crowd,

And got me hypnotized with only a minor glance...

I wish I can bumped into you everyday,

So I can see your face again,

Just let me stare at your magical gaze,

Give me a sign oh please with just one smile...

And for the first time in a million year,

It's something that I must admit,

You melt my heart that ever frozen by mean....

Admiring someone in silent...yup..that's what this poem is all about...yeah I think i have a crush on someone ...or two..teeheee...it's how i feel about them...of coz they don't know i have a crush on them if not there won't be this poem..Have you ever been in this situation?It's like you bumped into a famous celebrity like he or she just right in front of you but you pretended you don't see them and pretended you don't know them..,so you acted cool but inside your heart you were saying.."OMG..OMG..it's him! it's him! Damn i wish i can hug him.." ehehe..ok hugging is too much.eheh. But yeah, if you're feeling that way, you have a crush-for-him/her syndrome..and you have some serious ego problem..for control 'macho' or 'cun' ...peace! ;-)

Oh My Malay..!

Baru-baru ni yemmy baru dapat tengok cerita Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn Part 1..Cerita ni kan pasal vampire...Tiba-tiba teringat satu kejadian kat office..Kisah benar ni tau. Actually tak ada kena pun entry ni dengan cerita Twilight..hehe..Just nak share...mana tau leh terhibur bila baca entry ni. Tapi mungkin ada pengajarannya =)

Situasi: Pagi Rabu di dalam office makcik cleaner sedang membuat rutin hariannya seperti biasa..meng'vakum' lantai. Tiba-tiba datang seorang lelaki (warga office tu jugak) mendekati makcik cleaner itu:

Lelaki: Kakak, kakak sudah hisap bawah meja saya..?

Makcik cleaner: ?? (terpinga-pinga)

Makcik cleaner datang kat yemmy menceritakan..

Makcik cleaner: Ko tau amy dia ckp mcm tu kt makcik..Dia ingat aku ni drakula ke ape nak hisap- hisap?

Amy: hahaha! (dlm hati..fuhh nasib baik makcik igt drakula bkn pikir benda lain..hehe.hah! korg pikir benda lain ea??amboi2..)

Lelaki tu sebenarnya nak tanya.."Kakak, kakak dah vakum ke tempat saya?" aiyoo...

Keesokan harinya pulak, lelaki yang sama telah meninggalkan satu nota kecil yang di lekatkan di plastik penuh berisi kertas2 yang dah di'shredd'..nota tu ditujukan khas untuk makcik cleaner:

Kakak,

Tolong buangkan plastik ini. Sudah penuh.

Kasih.

P/s: 'Terima' Kasih sepatutnya..appadaa..

Moral of the story: Bahasa Jiwa Bangsa..Gunakan bahasa melayu dengan betul..Actually lelaki tu lelaki cina tp tak kisah la..patutnya dia duk Malaysia kena la ckp bahasa melayu dengan baik. Ada jugak officemate yemmy berbangsa Cina dan India yang fasih berbahasa melayu..dh macam orang melayu pun..so takde alasan kot tak tau or tak fasih bahasa melayu...

A poem for....puisi untuk dia...

How would I know...when u never showed you care

How would I know…when your movements never tell...

How would I know…when you never say your love

How would I know…when it is all blurry…

How would I know…when you hide your feelings inside…

                             

We were so close yet so far away…
Only just because we’re pushing each others away…

If only I could turn back the hands of time…

I would stay for a while…for a piece of memory of you and I

So that I won’t feel guilty…for the ignorance

And so that i won’t miss you this much

If we ever to meet again… for which only time could tell

Please let me know that you’re always be there

If we ever to meet again…

Please let me know that you’ll always be mine

If we ever to meet again…

Please don’t break my heart again but love me tender instead

If we ever to meet again…

Hold my hands and take me away

If we ever to meet again…

Whisper to me the word baby or love maybe

If we ever to meet again…

Hold me close and say three words like you used to do

Before the day comes…

And before you give me one last “kiss” goodbye…

..Dan bila hatimu berubah...

Sedetik jantungku berdegup keranamu...

Namun sesaat jua ia reda bagimu...

Seabad lamanya cintaku menanti...

Namun semusim hanya cintamu bersemi...

Menggunung tinggi harapanku padamu...

Namun melangit tinggi cita-citamu padanya...

Semakin laju ku mengejar...

Namun semakin pantas kau berlari...

Semakin ku mendekati, namun semakin kau menjauh hati...

Hanya satu jawapan yang pasti…

Kau bukan lagi milik hati ini…

Jasadmu disini namun jiwamu disana…

Walau hatimu kosong, namun nalurimu terisi…

Tatkala ini aku mengerti…

Cintaku tak pernah bertaut…

Kasihmu tak pernah bertamu…

Dan kita takkan mungkin bersatu…

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