Oh Bilaa..laa..la..laaa..

Ok what will you see most on weekends?? it's weddings everywhere...! Yupp... Dari awal tahun lagi jadual weekend dah full dengan wedding invitations..so far sampai bulan Ogos..Ok tipu la kalau yemmy tak rasa jealous tengok orang kahwin ni..why? because I am still SINGLE..(kasi bold sikit) yupp again...umur dh 26 tahun..kawan2 sebaya ada yang anak dah besar2 dah...

Bila tengok jari manis ni kosong je..bila la agaknya nak dihiasi dengan inai dan cincin...(inai kahwin and cincin risik, tunang and nikah la of coz)..huhuhu. Hati ini penuh dengan cinta..to love and to be loved...tp belum dimiliki....

Anyway, that's not the point la kan...I believe that the day will come when the time is right...The best thing of being single is that I can still imagine or dreaming about my dream guy, my prince charming while those who are getting married, or already married cannot! you all dah tahap redha je la apa yang ada dan apa yang dapat...hehehe...

What is my dream guy?erm..no..that's not the correct question..Selalu imagine kalau ada boyfriend or admirer, dia akan hantar bunga and teddy bear kat office..delivery kt office..bunga ros merah..! (actually penah officemate dapat macam tu..how sweet and how lucky) takpun dia sendiri datang hantar and ajak lunch..(macam drama melayu plak)..hehehe..I am just so hopelessly romantic person..(well..born in January)

Pastu balik keje dia tunggu depan office dengan motor Ducati kan...eheehee bestnyee...show off depan orang2 kt office tu...hehehe...

Ok macam ni la..kalau dalam twilight, Jacob or Edward? Jacob!! Wolverine or Cyclops?? Wolverine!! Bad guys, tough, messy but romantic and loyal....teeheeeee ;)

I love suprises dan suka buat surprise untuk orang lain...romantik again...haha..sweet words, nyanyi lagu jiwang..well..it works for me..haha!

Apa2pun...One can only dream tapi Allah menentukan...just hope and pray that he (whoever and wherever you are right now) will be the someone that I can call my own.. =)

Apa Saja Untukmu...

Ok how far would you go or do for someone you love? Of course we will do anything for them right? Macam lagu KRU..Apa saja untukmu..tak ku hiraukan waktu...Untukmu kasih ku korban apa saja...

(so sweet..my all time favourite song actually)

People will do crazy things when they're in love..That's why they say love is blind..Bila kita sayang pada seseorang tu mesti kita nak yang terbaik buat dia kan..boleh jadi positif dan boleh jadi negatif..

you decide what's best for you..

Just want to share here..(Bukan nak mengungkit ye) Pernah la hati ini sayang pada seorang hamba Allah ni...time tengah belajar dulu..Dia pun baru2 nak mula hidup..tahap kais pagi makan pagi..long distance relationship (2 jam drive je sebenarnya..) tapi sebab takde duit..kena kumpul duit nak jumpa..

(tp bukan guna duit ptptn ok sbb ptptn abis bayar yuran je)

Time tu famous perfume one drop..so guna duit raya buat modal berniaga dengan sorg member round asrama jual perfume kt junior2..huhu..dapat la untung sikit tuk jumpa dia..sebab tau dia mmg takde duit..pernah jugak kumpul botol2 plastik, botol kaca mintak ngan housemate semata2 nak bagi dia suruh dia jual..Malangnya, kena curi...haihh. Penat satu semester kumpul...Masuk praktikal, dapat elaun sikit, dapatla jumpa..kesian tgk wallet dia kosong..selitkan jugak RM50 walaupun diri sendiri tengah kering...huhu..

Tapi entahlah..jodoh tak panjang kot...Then dia dapat kerja gomen..dah senang kot..dah banyak pilihan..dah banyak berubah...siapa la saya ni..huhu..Baju2 yang yemmy belikan tuk dia dulu yang slalu dia pakai pun dah tak pakai lagi...sedih tp takpelah...tapi Alhamdulillah..kalau kita ikhlas memberi, rezeki kita tak akan putus..Allah Maha Adil...Mesti ada hikmah nya nanti...InsyaAllah  =)

Allah Engkau Maha Pendengar...Please have mercy on me...

" Ya Allah ya Tuhanku...Ampunilah aku kerana kesedihan ini...Sesungguhnya aku bersedih kerana cintaku kepada si dia, aku bersedih kerana seorang manusia bernama lelaki..Sesungguhnya cintaku seharusnya milikmu ya Allah. Aku akui sememangnya jiwa ini, cinta ini milikMu ya Allah dan kerana itu, aku tunduk padaMu, Aku mengangkat tanganku kepadaMu ya Allah...Hanya padaMu ya Allah tempat aku mengadu, meluahkan rasa sedih ini...sakit ya Allah rindu ini..

Aku bersedih kerana dia ya Allah..Aku sayang dia ya Allah dan berharap dia akan menjadi imamku dan dapat hidup bersama dalam syariatMu ya Allah..Tapi entah dimana silapnya, empat tahun menyulam kasih, susah senang bersama dia tapi akhirnya dia tinggalkan aku ya Allah...

Dia diam membisu, hilang dari pandangan mata ini, terlepas dari pegangan tangan ini ya Allah...Dia cinta pertamaku ya Allah..Sungguh aku tidak mampu menipu diri ini ya Allah dan sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Mengetahui yang tersirat dan tersurat...Ya Allah ya Tuhanku..Tolonglah aku hilangkan rasa sedih ini. Jika dia adalah jodohku yang telah Engkau tulis di Luh Mahfuz, jika dialah yang terbaik buat diriku, bukakanlah hatinya untukku dan sesungguhnya permudahkanlah jalan kami menuju keredhaanMu ya Allah...

Namun, jikalaulah dia bukan untukku, bukanlah dia yang terbaik untukku, lindungilah hati kami daripada saling menyakiti...Tenangkanlah jiwa dan perasaanku ini dalam keredhaan qada' dan qadar Mu ya Allah...

Ya Allah...Ampunkan aku dan terimalah taubatku kerana rasa sedih ini...kerana cinta yang tidak kesampaian..Aku mohon padaMu ya Allah di setiap hela nafasku...di setiap denyut nadi ini..Tenangkan jiwa ini..hapuskan airmata ini..

Ya Allah...Sesungguhnya aku percaya dan yakin Engkau tidak akan mengambil sesuatu daripadaku tanpa Engkau menggantikannya dengan yang lebih baik... Ya Allah..Jika selepas dia, Engkau berkehendakkan aku untuk jatuh cinta...Labuhkanlah cintaku ini kepada seorang lelaki yang mencintaMu ya Allah agar bertambah-tambah cintaku terhadapMu...Dia yang akan menjadi Imamku dan khalifah dalam hidup ini...aminnn ya rabbal alaminnnn"

  

Ku harapkan panas sampai ke petang...

hahaha...ape punye tajuk daa yemmy oii...tak ada idea la nk letak tajuk ape..hurm..yang ni pengalaman sendiri but i think it's common among most of us..

It rains in the end...

A candle light on a chocolate cake that i baked myself

I whispered to your ears singing you a birthday song

And while you closed your eyes to blow the candle and make a wish

I closed mine too and make a wish

I hope you could read my mind and wish the same as mine

I wish I could have a thousand years more time

So I can have this moments again next time

Where every moments

spent with you is the moment I treasure

We used to talk about our future like we had a clue

You drive the car and I sit next to you

Together we go away from reality

You used to sing me a love song as I lay my head on your shoulder

And I could stay lost in this moment forever

 

Somehow I never planned that one day I'd be losing you

But it did happen anyway

It doesn't matter who's at fault

It's just fate that separates us away

No matter how hard we try and how far we've planned

HE will always has the final say....

p/s: I wish I can celebrate his birthday the same way or even better than last year but things are different now..since we're no longer together..haihh..bukan rezeki dia..eh tp padan muka dia..sape suruh break ngan aku..takdenye aku nak watkan kek cekelat or kek batik untuk dia lagi..bekas tupperware mak aku pn dia wat harta sampai sekarang...

Hari ini Dalam Sejarah

Rabu 11 April 2012

Hari ini merupakan hari cuti umum bersempena dengan Hari Pertabalan Yang Di-Pertuan Agong Malaysia yang ke-14 iaitu Sultan Kedah, Sultan Abdul Halim Mu'adzam Shah Ibni Sultan Badlishah. Daulat Tuanku!
Apa yang bersejarah ialah ini adalah kali kedua Sultan Abdul Halim dilantik sebagai Yang Di-Pertuan Agong yang sangat jarang berlaku.


Pertama kali Sultan Abdul Halim dilantik sebagai Yang Di-Pertuan Agong ialah pada tahun 1970-1975 sebagai Agong yang ke-5 pada usia 43 tahun dan pada hari ini Baginda dilantik sebagai Yang Di-Pertuan Agong yang ke-14 pada usia 85 tahun.

Hari ini juga telah menggemparkan dunia bila berlaku gempa bumi yang melanda Indonesia dengan kekuatan 8.7 skala ritcher dan dapat dirasai di Thailand, India dan Singapura lebih kurang jam 4.30 petang waktu tempatan. Gempa bumi di dasar laut di utara Sumatera, Indonesia.

Bila gempa bumi macam ni berlaku, aku teringat pada tsunami pada 2004. SubhanAllah..aku berdoa pada Allah semoga kejadian Tsunami 7 tahun lalu tidak berulang lagi...Tragedi itu sesungguhnya maha dahsyat..

Alhamdulillah..dalam pukul 11.00 mlm berita terkini melaporkan yang amaran tsunami ditarik balik dikebanyakan tempat-tempat yang berisiko tinggi dilanda tsunami..apa-apapun, marilah kita berjaga2..
Take care u ols!

Thank You Allah..

Oh Palestine..Allah will allways be with you

Often we heard about the rage and violence that happened in Gaza, Palestine...People of Palestine are being suppressed by the Zionist regime..The victims are the women and children of Palestine..As a Muslim, I feel really sad for them..even cry for for them for what they have been through all these years..I support the freedom of Palestine..!! Free Palestine!!!

Palestine..The never ending story

The tears of pain

The screams of fear

Each day full of darkness

Each night full of suffer

No laughter heard from the little ones

No playgrounds full of children

No couples holding their hands

And no green grass filled the land

The sound of riffles that cracked the dawn

With bullets that fill the air

Dead bodies’ that lie everywhere

Covered with blood served a painful sight

A place once full of ancient histories

A place once called a city of knowledge and expertise

Now deserted by hate and cruelty

And now destroyed by lust and mean…

They fight for their faith

Fighting for their freedom and rights

With only stones and pebbles, they throw to those who invades

But it is just not fair because they were attacked by bombs and missiles

Don’t worry my dear brothers and sisters of Palestine

Allah will always be with you

Have faith in Allah’s promise

I believe that one fine day and no matter what they do

Palestine will be free

Andai aku tahu..If only i knew

Kita hanya merancang tetapi Allah jua yang Maha Penentu segala..Kebanyakan daripada kita semestinya mengharapkan panas hingga ke petang namun adakalanya hujan di tengah hari..

Tak mungkin ada manusia yang mahu kecewa dan patah hati..dan kalaulah kita tahu takdir kita untuk hari esok, tak mungkin adanya esok..

IF EVER I KNEW

If ever I knew…

It was the 1^st and the last time I saw your face

I would rather wait a thousand year just to see u

If ever I knew…

It was the beginning of everything

I would rather spend my whole life avoiding u

If ever I knew…

Loving u was so painful

I would walk a thousand miles away from u

If ever I knew…

Both of us would suffer from this relationship

I would rather sacrifice your friendship

Before this heart becomes more fragile

Before this feeling grows even more

If ever I knew…

It would be difficult to forget u

I would rather leave u than be with u

If ever I knew…

U would kept quiet today

I would remain silent yesterday

If ever I knew…

U would make me to like u now

I should have hate u then

Before we became friends

Before everything puts us into this pain

If ever I knew…

U would break my heart this way

I should have left u that day

Before u tear up my heart today

Before u create those painful scars in this heart

Before we have gone off too far

And before everything becomes too hard

If ever I knew…

It would end up this way                                                                                         

I should have said ‘no’ when u begged for my ‘yes’ 

p/s: Jangan menyesali takdir kita dalam mengenali seseorang..hargai ia sebagai satu pengajaran hidup..Instead of regretting those times that had passed, cherish those memories to something that you can smile about in the future...;) 

Love,

Yemmy

Bila aku jatuh cinta..When i fall in love

LOVING YOU

First time I saw u I already knew

There was something inside of u

Something I thought that I would never find

Angels of mine

I look at u looking at me

Now I know why they say the best things are for real

I’m gonna love u boy u are so fine

Angels of mine  - Monica

Hating u is something that I can only fake

Forgetting u is what the mouth can only say

But the pain is more than I can bear

Loving u is the hardest thing to hide

But to have u is something that I gotta fight

It's amazing how u made me feels

U eases my mind each time u near

How u made my heart trembles remains a thrill

But I know your love is out of reach 

How u came into my life remains a mystery

Is it fate or fake, I can never tell

Lying beside u is the place I’ve always wanted to be

Even though sky is the limit to everything real

But knowing u is the bliss I know I could only dream

Letting u go is the toughest thing to do

But it’s the best thing to do

Because I know u belong to another

But always remember that my love for u remains forever

Wherever u go whatever u do

I will be right here waiting for u

Whatever it takes or how my heart breaks

I will be right here waiting for u

-Right here waiting by Richard Marx 

Ya Allah aku rindu dia...

"Jodoh, pertemuan, hidup dan mati di tangan Allah.." Ungkapan ini acapkali kita dengar orang menyebutnya terutamanya bila berlaku musibah seperti kematian serta cinta yang tidak kesampaian. Kata-kata ini telah menjadi seolah-olah sumber motivasi untuk menenangkan hati yang sedang berduka.  Setiap manusia tidak terlepas daripada menerima ujian dari Allah s.w.t .

Seungguhnya ujian Allah itu datang dalam pelbagai bentuk termasuklah putus cinta, pertemuan serta perpisahan hidup dan mati. Setiap ujian serta musibah yang menimpa diri kita seharusnya membuatkan lebih kuat dan bukan melemahkan kita. Berfikiran positif adalah kunci kepada kekuatan untuk menghadapi ujian Allah. Ingatlah bahawa Allah tidak akan menguji seseorang itu melebihi batas dan kemampuan kita. Jika Dia menguji kita, bermakna Dia sayang pada kita dan kita mampu mengatasi ujian dan cabaran itu.

Aku juga pernah diuji dengan kehilangan orang yang aku sayangi. Tok Ayah dan Mak Tok yang meninggal dunia beberapa tahun lalu. Mereka adalah orang-orang yang rapat dengan aku walaupun kadang-kadang pendapat dan ideologi kami berbeza. Namun, air yang dicincang tidak akan putus. Sehingga sekarang aku masih teringat dan dihimpit rasa rindu pada mereka. Bila rasa rindu itu datang, hanya Al-fatehah sahaja yang mampu aku kirimkan. Semoga roh mereka di tempatkan dikalangan orang-orang yang beriman. Aminnn..

Puisi ini khas untuk mereka..dengan gabungan lirik lagu..It is how i expressed my feelings

The Lost

I never thought that it would end up this way

Away from me…He took u away

First u came to me without saying hi...

And now u left me without saying goodbye…

To me…you are like the wind

Came unseen but very pleasing...

To me…you are like the wind

Came in sudden and leave unnoticed

Your love is like a river peaceful and deep

Your soul is like a secret that never could keep

Your eyes are like pearls in the oceans deep

Your smile is the cure to every pain

And your voice is the rhythm to every beat

It’s hard to realize that you’re no longer here

It’s suffering to know that you’re gone

But life has to go on…a promise u forced me to do

And now I live my life to loving you

Always remember the day I watched you go away

I can still feel the pain as your face faded away

Even now you’re gone…

Your faith keeps me strong

Your love makes me brave

And now I live with our memories

Even though we’re worlds apart

But your soul live inside my heart

And all the moments we spent together

Will always remain with me forever

Even though you’re just a memory

But the story of you and me will forever live with me…

It’s kinda hard when you’re not around

Know you’re in heaven smiling down

Everyday we pray for you

Till the day we meet again

In my heart is where I keep u friend…

Every step I take every move I make

Every single day every time I pray

            I’ll be missing you…

Friends..who am I without them..

Friends plays an important roll in everyone's life. They can influence you in many ways.As for yemmy, friends are as important as family..I share my happiness and sadness with them..A true friend is someone that will accept you the way you are..I don't have many friends but I am proud that all my friends are the best..Quality over quantity..hehe..Here are some of yemmy's friends

Due to our busy working life, we normally have reunions during a friend's wedding.. ;)

Yemmy's with Saila, Lynn and Nornad..oh not forgetting Taq but she's busy studying overseas..miss you taq!

Here is Miss Fyra herself..she is my eating and movie 'kaki'..hehe.we have a same passion for food..we just love good food and watching movies..we share stories together..

SH3..Mieza, Ieja and Imah..yemmy's shopping 'kaki' back in Uni..you gurls rawk! ;)

D..she's someone's wife now..so happy for her ;)

with lovely Ella ;)

hangout friends

Mr. Iqbal..one close friend of yemmy back in Uni.. :)

Miss Fyra and lovely Yuyu ;)

Inspirasi hidupku...

Naahh...Inilah dia orang yang bertanggungjawab atas kelahiran yemmy di dunia yang fana ini..Haji Sharom Bin Othman dan Hajah Kamariah Bte Hj Abdullah..I have a poem made specially for them..

Dear Papa and Mama

When I’m feeling down

You are always there to succumb

You give me shelter

Through my darkest hour

The memories that are painful and sour

There’s no better place to cry on than your shoulders

You give a piece of hope

Each time that I almost lost

You give comfort

For every bit of effort

You provide…

The hands that guide in those crimson light

The hearts that care in times of pain

And the voice that utter the words of advice

For me to lead a life in the right path

Hearing your voice and I’m in strength again

With you, there’s no better way to turn to

And with you, I know I’m a better person too

You raised me up in this cruel world of ours

Full of strangers that can hardly be trusted

But out of million people that I knew

I’m proud to say that there’s no better parents like the both of you

Puisi ini khas untuk mereka..Ilham datang dalam tahun 2005 masa papa mama pergi Makkah Al- Mukarramah.. 

Inilah dia keluarga bahagia yemmy...yemmy ada empat orang adik beradik..Hanim (kakak), Hisyam (adik lelaki), Hasyimah (adik perempuan)..Hafizi ialah abang iparku sejak 11 Mac 2011..welcome to the family bro..hehe.InsyaAllah there will be a new addition to the family picture next year probably...Oops! bukan nak tambah menantu ye (walaupun papa mama berharap) tapi nak tambah budak kecik..hehe..InsyaAllah..harap2 semuanya selamat..Congrats to Yong and Fizi!!

Yemmy dan adik perempuan memang suka menggedik amik gambar..hehe..so, here are some of our pictures together..

Di sini bermulanya..How it all started...

Assalamualaikum...,
Finally, i have a blog..!hehe..semuanya bermula dengan seorang kawan baik..she's a blogger too..(MissFyra)..Rasa tertarik pulak nak buat blog...so i just create one..silentsoundofmyheart tiba-tiba keluar dari kotak fikiran ini..lebih kurang macam diari hati la ni kan..tapi InsyaAllah blog ini bukan hanya yemmy tapi semua yang yemmy sayang walaupun yang pernah singgah di hati dan hidup yemmy walaupun sekejap....

Anyway, as shown above, people call me amy..Family and friends mostly..ada kawan yang panggil yemmy la..mimie la..comeyy je bunyinya..hehe.so takpela di sini amy guna yemmy..Taq, Lynn, Nornard are the persons responsible for the nick 'yemmy' back in high school..hehe..i love u gurls!

So, as my first entry, that's a little bit of me..but there will be more to come...back in university life, i really love to write poems about things around me...well, about life, friendship and mostly about love but through my friends' experience because i don't have a boyfriend then..huhu..(sedey kan..?) yemmy menterjemahkan rasa hati yemmy melalui puisi tapi banyak dalam bahasa Inggeris sebab yemmy tak pandai buat puisi dalam bahasa melayu..tak berapa jiwang dalam bahasa puisi melayu..So, I hope i can share those collections of poems here..

Yang baik kita kongsikan bersama ok..! =)

Dear hati

Dear hati,

Terlalu goyah tanpa iman…

Dear Hati,

Terlalu rapuh lantas mudah tersentuh

Dear hati,

Terlalu banyak menyimpan rahsia…

Dear hati,

Terlalu terasing tanpa dimengerti…

Dear hati,

Terlalu kerap mengungkap rindu…

Terlalu cepat mencintai…

Terlalu lembut menyayangi…

Namun terlalu keras mengampuni…

Dan akhirnya menjadi terlalu kejam membenci…

Dear Hati,

Terlalu tegar melupai kasih…

Setelah diusik cinta…

Dear hati,

Terlalu mahal untuk dibeli…namun

Dear hati,

Terlalu berharga untuk diberi…

DearHati,

Ia milik jiwa ini…

Dear Hati,

Kekal abadi…

Love,

Yemmy